I did really well yesterday. Not one tear.
When I woke up I decided any time I started to dwell on the anniversary I would just tell myself, "enjoy D, focus on D, be thankful for what you have right now."
I pretty much stayed away from the computer. I had to post something though or I felt it was somehow dishonoring to V not to make mention of the day at all, does that make sense??
And I stayed very busy.
After all that I checked a few blogs on my Google Reader (still not my first choice for blog checking, but it'll do in a pinch).
So, all in all I am very proud of myself for how I handled yesterday. I guess I did my freaking out before the day actually got here.
I've got to get up and get busy on my house, being gone all day yesterday, nothing got done around here - that silly maid! She didn't show up again, guess I'll have to do it all myself as usual!!
I only use Google Reader for the blogs that don't update often now. It is too impersonal.
BTW, I'm not sure my maid comes very often at all anymore.
Where does D take gymnastics? Is she doing a class or is she working on a level?
I think you did great!!!!
It must have been a tough time, good that you are looking forward :)
Here's praying that the next book fair includes V!
Wish we had nice enough weather here to work in the yard, too, but we're still covered in snow.
We have a housekeeper, and I still can't figure out how to keep it clean for more than the 24 hours after she leaves.
Now, I'll just go look for that darn maid...
I'm so glad you made it through the day without a tear. I'm praying for you!
Blessings,
Penny
I am so glad that you did GET through the day.....
Big hugz
hope that soon there will be that light at the end of the tunnel....